bisa.

ada kalanya aku lelah dengan semua
lelah dengan berlomba meninggikan tangga hirarki
lelah dengan hingar bingar gegap gempita
lelah dengan berlomba menjadi berbeda
lelah dengan cap cap institusi dan teori teori manusia
lelah dengan mencoba keluar dari zona nyaman jiwa
lelah dengan semesta
lelah dengan asa
lelah dengan ada

ada kalanya teman terbaik itu adalah secangkir kopi dan sebuah kue
dengan kepala yang diisi dengan aksara yang diuntai dengan manisnya,
dengan hati yang dijejali bahagia tampa pura pura
dengan waktu kosong terpampang sepanjang mata

berkatalah mereka, apalah hidup tampa sedikit benturan,
kedamaian terlalu tenang kamu akan mati kebosanan
larilah keluar
nikmati waktu dari hidupmu yang tersisa
bungkam basa basi dengan kata bisa
"kamu bisa," katanya.

batasan asa

dalam kemiskinan batas batas rasa

kita menumpahkan segala emosi dan bara

mengarungi waktu bersama

bergelut dengan pena dan kemelut tumpahan warna

ada kalanya,

kemarau begitu panjang
hingga hati haus akan
sejuk air dalam segelas rasa

entah kamu atau aku

tak bisa melangkah lebih dari batas itu

batas yang mengurung semua asa

dalam raga atau jiwa

batas batas tabu

label yang membelenggu

jeruji jeruji masa lalu

waktu yang tak pernah memihak kubuku

dalam sekat sekat rasa

ada ruang imajiner untuk kita berdua

penuh dengan bongkahan puing puing rindu

dengan hiasan manis memori yang dipenjarakan oleh pigura

di sela-sela batas rasa,
dulu pernah ada kita

cold

a glance 

a stare

we never talk

or go for a walk

we speak in silence

through eyes like kaleidoscope

cracking each other code

i want to take you to my favorite ice cream store

it is in an igloo with silver floor

we can ride a unicorn 

and visit a green leprechaun

we can go for an adventure

to paradise fall or maybe bermuda triangle

be silly together

again, a blank stare

how i wish you would care

how i wish i can break the ice

that separates both of us

how i wish i can sneak into your brain

figure out what you think about me then

he loves me, he loves me not

oh god, how do i make this thing stop

xx,

Khione Stardust

universe's letter

i was afraid

i was scared

i came rolling like reversed snow ball

from big to small

i was a happy flower

till i drown in the storm's shower

i was a bubblegum

that popped out in a, BAM!

uh oh!

the universe send me a letter

it said "don't worry everything will be better,

only if you lower your head and say a prayer,

only if you think nicer,

like dancing zebra,

or maybe colorful panda!"

Abra ka bam ba!

the snowball is getting bigger

the flower blooms and getting stronger

i chew again and make another bubble

xx,

Khionee Stardust

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so, tried/tired?

Hey Hay Bye

Hi, fellow Pixels!

My name is khionee stardust. I'm somewhere in my teenage whoop-awe-sum rollercoaster ride. This is a random watsoever blog for my blamblamblargh, photos, & thoughts. Pretty much as their crib. I live in an amazing world! In a perfect place, on top of God's greatest creation. I live..... inside my head. Not literally and all time ofc. But mostly yea. Life is all about living it lively, rite? I feel 'most alive' when i imagine, when i was perfectly alone, or when i created something. I know, i know, you Pixels might think: 'Oh god another depressed introvert girl's blog'. And the truth is, i do socialize, makes friends, hangin out, etc.
But, you know at certain point all those stuff aren't really comforting. I feel 'something', like a piece of jigsaw in my puzzlly-lalalalaly life is missing. Maybe,lack of love? Nah, maybe it's just bcs my life is as dull as it is. No surprise. Dead flat. Been living under a shade of gloomy cloud. I really need a sharpener. Har-ha-hahaaah. LOLypoop.
So yea, i filled those empty pieces with my 'me' relaxing twimee. A lots and loaddds of time. I alienated myself from this concrete jungle that filled with mostly 50% sober infant teenage + 50% money-power-thirsty grown ups species. Hahaha soooo yeaaa the story goes on but i got sleepy already,didn't filled up my tank tonite, i think it's running on low-fuel.
So thats it! Enough for this crappy greetings post.

Good night! dont let the bed bug bite yaa.
ps: i have the worst grammar ever, so bear with me okay

ks